August 14, 2009 at 7:20 am · Filed under LOVE

- My love,Edward Cullen
Thanks for your gentleness
Holding love, waiting quietly
My two hands
Are actually shaking
But what can I give you?
I’m just somebody he forgets
My heart has been emptied with a sweep
I will plant you in my heart
Maybe one day
I will finally grow another dream
Don’t know, Don’t understand, Don’t want
Why, my heart
Obviously wants to go closer
Yet I’m lonely til’ dawn
Don’t know, Don’t understand, Don’t want
Why, my heart
The beauty of love
Is always in lonliness
Giving you the best of my best love again
Thanks for your gentleness
The candlelight that lights up the smile
Only warmness that doesn’t disturb my winter
Haven’t decided where to go
That’s why I can’t promise to let you accompany me
Afraid you will become me
I will plant you in my heart
Maybe one day
I will finally grow another dream
Don’t know, Don’t understand, Don’t want
Why, my heart
Obviously wants to go closer
Yet I’m lonely til’ dawn
Don’t know, Don’t understand, Don’t want
Why, my heart
The beauty of love
Is always in lonliness
Giving you the best of my best love again
Don’t know, Don’t understand, Don’t want
Why, my heart
Obviously wants to go closer
Yet I’m lonely til’ dawn
Don’t know, Don’t understand, Don’t want
Why, my heart
The beauty of love
Is always in lonliness
Giving you the best of my best love again
Thanks for your gentleness
Only warmness that doesn’t disturb my winter
Haven’t decided where to walk
That’s why I can’t promise to let you accompany me
Afraid you will become me
April 14, 2009 at 9:23 pm · Filed under quotes
Edward: This is unbearable. So many things I’ve wanted to give you � and this is what you decide to demand. Do you have any idea how painful it is, trying to refuse you when you plead with me this way?
Bella:Then don’t refuse.
Bella: I know who I can’t live without.
Edward: I love you. I want you. Right now.
Bella:I think it’s something about the inevitability. How nothing can keep them apart � not her selfishness, or his evil, or even death, in the end. . . .
Edward: I still think it would be a better story if either of them had one redeeming quality.
Bella:I think that may be the point. Their love is their only redeeming quality.
Edward: I hope you have better sense than that � to fall in love with someone so . . . malignant.
Bella: It’s a bit late for me to worry about who I fall in love with. But even without the warning, I seem to have managed fairly well.
Edward: But if you ever bring her back damaged again � and I don’t care whose fault it is; I don’t care if she merely trips, or if a meteor falls out of the sky and hits her in the head � if you return her to me in less than the perfect condition that I left her in, you will be running with three legs. Do you understand that, mongrel?
Edward: And if you ever kiss her again, I will break your jaw for her.
Edward: I won’t let anything happen to you.
Bella: I’m not worried about myself so much.
Edward: Why am I not surprised by that?
Edward: Everyone else is able to get away with giving you things. Everyone but me. I would have loved to get you a graduation present, but I didn’t. I knew it would have upset you more than if anyone else did. That’s utterly unfair. How do you explain yourself?
Bella: Easy. You’re more important than everyone else. And you’ve given me you. That’s already more than I deserve, and anything else you give me just throws us more out of balance.
Bella: Here’s the thing . . . I’ve already gone crazy once. I know what my limits are. And I can’t stand it if you leave me again.
Edward: Never be afraid to tell me how you feel, Bella. If this is what you need . . .You are my first priority.
Bella: I didn’t mean it that way - like you have to choose me over your family.
Edward:I know that. Besides, that’s not what you asked. You gave me two alternatives that you could live with, and I chose the one that I could live with. That’s how compromise is supposed to work.
Edward: I was all braced for the wrath that was going to put grizzlies to shame, and this is what I get? I should infuriate you more often.
Bella: I’ll tell you what’s dangerous. I’m going to spontaneously combust one of these days… and you’ll have no one but yourself to blame.
Edward: I’m sorry. I was wrong. It’s much easier to have the proper perspective when I have you safely here. I go a little berserk when I try to leave you.
Edward: Sleep, my Bella. Dream happy dreams. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. Sleep, my only love.
Bella: Slumber parties do have their advantages… You can hold me hostage any time you want.
Edward: Isabella Swan? I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever. Will you marry me?
Bella: Yes.
Bella: It’s a good thing you’re bulletproof. I’m going to need that ring. It’s time to tell Charlie.
See, their dialogues not always romantic but funny, too. That’s why I love this couple.
This is the funny one, between Edward and Jacob, the werewolf who fell in love with Bella (what a girl, she made a vampire and a werewolf fight to get her.. and not to be eaten. lol)
Jacob: May the best man win.
Edward: Sounds about right… pup.
Haha.. dipanggil puppy.. pelecehan ckckck.. :p
This one’s my fave.. between Bella and her mom
Renee: There’s something . . . strange about the way you two are together. The way he watches you � it’s so . . . protective. Like he’s about to throw himself in front of a bullet to save you or something.
Renee: It’s not just him. I wish you could see how you move around him.
Bella: What do you mean?
Renee: The way you move � you orient yourself around him without even thinking about it. When he moves, even a little bit, you adjust your position at the same time. Like magnets . . . or gravity. You’re like a . . . satellite, or something. I’ve never seen anything like it.
March 4, 2009 at 2:52 am · Filed under Uncategorized
Of course, I’ll always love you…in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it’s time for a change. Because I’m…tired of pretending to be something I’m not, Bella. I am not not human. I’ve let this go on much too long, and I’m sorry for that.”
– Edward (CRYING IM CRYING IM SOBBING I CANT STAND IT)
“Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.
I’d been broken beyond repair.”
– Bella
My own life meant little to me today.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Preface, p.1
Do you think I’ll ever get better at this? That my heart might someday stop trying to jump out of my chest whenever you touch me?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.16
I’d rather die than be with anyone but you.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 2, p.45
I always want you.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.56
So much had changed, and so abruptly. It made me feel a little bit dizzy, like I was standing on an edge, a precipice somewhere much too high.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.60
Change was coming. I could feel it. It wasn’t a pleasant prospect, not when life was perfect the way it was.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.60
Where you are is the right place for me.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.69
You’re the very best part of my life.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.69
I don’t care! You can have my soul. I don’t want it without you—it’s yours already!
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.69
You… don’t… want me?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.69
It was depressing to realize that I wasn’t the heroine anymore, that my story was over.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.106
It was inevitable that I would have nightmares, but they wouldn’t be about zombies.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.107
As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget. I worried—late in the night, when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses—that it was all slipping away. That my mind was a sieve, and I would someday not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes, the feel of his cool skin, or the texture of his voice. I could not think of them, but I must remember them. Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live—I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure. So long as he existed.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.116
Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.117
It didn’t feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I’d grown strong enough to bear it.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.118
For the first time in a long time, I didn’t know what to expect in the morning.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.119
I wished I could feel numb again, but I couldn’t remember how I’d managed it before.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 5, p.123
I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now—if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it—I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life. And, if it were possible that the pain would ever soften enough to allow me to do that, I was sure that I would feel grateful for as much time as he’d given me. More than I’d asked for, more than I’d deserved. Maybe someday I’d be able to see it that way.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 5, p.124
As if he’d never existed? That was insanity. It was a promise that he could never keep, a promise that was broken as soon as he’d made it.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 5, p.125
Sometimes, kismet happens.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 5, p.126
I was enjoying myself—how strange.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 6, p.140
This had to be it, the recipe for a hallucination—adrenaline plus clanger plus stupidity. Something close to that, anyway.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 8, p.187
Did you know, you’re sort of beautiful?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 8, p.192
The hole came back, the way it always did when I was away from Jacob, but it didn’t throb so badly around the edges.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 8, p.193
I was like a lost moon—my planet destroyed in some cataclysmic, disaster-movie scenario of desolation—that continued, nevertheless, to circle in a tight little orbit around the empty space left behind, ignoring the laws of gravity.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.201
How was I ever going to fight the blurring lines in our relationship when I enjoyed being with him so much?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.210
I needed him too much, and I was selfish.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.217
He was my best friend. I would always love him, and it would never, ever be enough.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.219
There was too much pain in this empty place to bear—I would crawl away if I had to.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 10, p.235
Are you… breaking up with me?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 11, p.270
I’d lost too much already—would fate take the last few shreds of peace left behind?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 15, p.355
I was probably overdoing it with the antagonism, but I didn’t want him to see how much this hurt.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 18, p.406
The prince was never coming back to kiss me awake from my enchanted sleep. I was not a princess, after all. So what was the fairy-tale protocol for other kisses? The mundane kind that didn’t break any spells?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 18, p.411
At least I could be with him again before I died. That was better than a long life.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 20, p.459
Is it really sick for me to be happy right now?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 22, p.488
It was heaven—right smack in the middle of hell.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 22, p.491
I don’t want to sleep. If I close my eyes now, I’ll see things I don’t want to see. I’ll have nightmares.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 22, p.494
If I was in hell, you wouldn’t be with me.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.503
It never made sense for you to love me. I always knew that.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.511
What kind of an idiotic question is that?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.511
Of course I love you—and there’s nothing you can do about it!
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.512
I don’t trust myself to be… enough. To deserve you. There’s nothing about me that could hold you.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 24, p.523
Hold on a second. I think I’m having an epiphany here.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 24, p.526
What if you sincerely believed something was true, but you were dead wrong? What if you were so stubbornly sure that you were right, that you wouldn’t even consider the truth? Would the truth be silenced, or would it try to break through?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 24, p.527
Thank you. For wanting to keep me. I feel exactly the same way about all of you, too.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 24, p.535
Let me go! I’m going to murder him! Traitor!
Bella Swan, New Moon, Epilogue, p.554
Edward was here, with his arms around me. I could face anything as long as that was true. I squared my shoulders and walked forward to meet my fate, with my destiny solidly at my side.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Epilogue, p.563
January 26, 2009 at 6:26 am · Filed under miE
I got bored so here.. I posted New Moon Quotes by Bella. Why New Moon? Well, Because New Moon is the saddest in the series, I must say. And I feel…. :OMy own life meant little to me today.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Preface, p.1
Do you think I’ll ever get better at this? That my heart might someday stop trying to jump out of my chest whenever you touch me?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.16
I’d rather die than be with anyone but you.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 2, p.45
I always want you.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.56
So much had changed, and so abruptly. It made me feel a little bit dizzy, like I was standing on an edge, a precipice somewhere much too high.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.60
Change was coming. I could feel it. It wasn’t a pleasant prospect, not when life was perfect the way it was.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.60
Where you are is the right place for me.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.69
You’re the very best part of my life.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.69
I don’t care! You can have my soul. I don’t want it without you—it’s yours already!
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.69
You… don’t… want me?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.69
It was depressing to realize that I wasn’t the heroine anymore, that my story was over.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.106
It was inevitable that I would have nightmares, but they wouldn’t be about zombies.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.107
As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget. I worried—late in the night, when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses—that it was all slipping away. That my mind was a sieve, and I would someday not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes, the feel of his cool skin, or the texture of his voice. I could not think of them, but I must remember them. Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live—I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure. So long as he existed.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.116
Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.117
It didn’t feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I’d grown strong enough to bear it.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.118
For the first time in a long time, I didn’t know what to expect in the morning.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.119
I wished I could feel numb again, but I couldn’t remember how I’d managed it before.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 5, p.123
I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now—if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it—I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life. And, if it were possible that the pain would ever soften enough to allow me to do that, I was sure that I would feel grateful for as much time as he’d given me. More than I’d asked for, more than I’d deserved. Maybe someday I’d be able to see it that way.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 5, p.124
As if he’d never existed? That was insanity. It was a promise that he could never keep, a promise that was broken as soon as he’d made it.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 5, p.125
Sometimes, kismet happens.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 5, p.126
I was enjoying myself—how strange.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 6, p.140
This had to be it, the recipe for a hallucination—adrenaline plus clanger plus stupidity. Something close to that, anyway.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 8, p.187
Did you know, you’re sort of beautiful?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 8, p.192
The hole came back, the way it always did when I was away from Jacob, but it didn’t throb so badly around the edges.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 8, p.193
I was like a lost moon—my planet destroyed in some cataclysmic, disaster-movie scenario of desolation—that continued, nevertheless, to circle in a tight little orbit around the empty space left behind, ignoring the laws of gravity.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.201
How was I ever going to fight the blurring lines in our relationship when I enjoyed being with him so much?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.210
I needed him too much, and I was selfish.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.217
He was my best friend. I would always love him, and it would never, ever be enough.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.219
There was too much pain in this empty place to bear—I would crawl away if I had to.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 10, p.235
Are you… breaking up with me?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 11, p.270
I’d lost too much already—would fate take the last few shreds of peace left behind?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 15, p.355
I was probably overdoing it with the antagonism, but I didn’t want him to see how much this hurt.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 18, p.406
The prince was never coming back to kiss me awake from my enchanted sleep. I was not a princess, after all. So what was the fairy-tale protocol for other kisses? The mundane kind that didn’t break any spells?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 18, p.411
At least I could be with him again before I died. That was better than a long life.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 20, p.459
Is it really sick for me to be happy right now?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 22, p.488
It was heaven—right smack in the middle of hell.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 22, p.491
I don’t want to sleep. If I close my eyes now, I’ll see things I don’t want to see. I’ll have nightmares.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 22, p.494
If I was in hell, you wouldn’t be with me.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.503
It never made sense for you to love me. I always knew that.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.511
What kind of an idiotic question is that?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.511
Of course I love you—and there’s nothing you can do about it!
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.512
I don’t trust myself to be… enough. To deserve you. There’s nothing about me that could hold you.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 24, p.523
Hold on a second. I think I’m having an epiphany here.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 24, p.526
What if you sincerely believed something was true, but you were dead wrong? What if you were so stubbornly sure that you were right, that you wouldn’t even consider the truth? Would the truth be silenced, or would it try to break through?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 24, p.527
Thank you. For wanting to keep me. I feel exactly the same way about all of you, too.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 24, p.535
Let me go! I’m going to murder him! Traitor!
Bella Swan, New Moon, Epilogue, p.554
Edward was here, with his arms around me. I could face anything as long as that was true. I squared my shoulders and walked forward to meet my fate, with my destiny solidly at my side.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Epilogue, p.563
January 16, 2009 at 6:36 pm · Filed under mY fav0ritE s0nG!
[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.
[Troy, Gabriella]
Won’t you promise me (now won’t you promise me, that you’ll never forget)
We’ll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next
(chorus)
It’s like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It’s one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
[Troy]
Take my hand, I’ll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don’t be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I’ll catch you threw it all
[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can’t keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can’t keep us apart)
‘Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are
(chorus)
It’s like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It’s one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
‘Cause together or not, our dance won’t stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be
(chorus)
It’s like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It’s one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance